A Rocky Start

Sadie with her EEG leeds (and bow) on.

Well, 2013 started off quite rocky for Miss Sadie. We were hoping that we would start to see a decrease in seizure activity after her shunt was placed. Unfortunately, that's not what happened.

Let me back up a bit. Sadie went in for shunt surgery on December 27th. The surgery itself went quite smooth, lasting only about 45 minutes. Post-surgery, she wasn't herself and seemed to be a bit uncomfortable. Despite pain meds, she had a restless night and was quite twitchy. A CT scan showed no issues with the shunt, so the docs ordered an EEG to check for seizure activity. About 20 minutes into the EEG, she had a big seizure - probably the scariest one I've seen to date. Sadie stopped breathing twice, turned an awful shade of blue, and oxygen levels dipped to 40% both times. A slew of nurses rushed in to administer oxygen. She seemed to come out of it fine, but it was quite scary nonetheless.

The EEG showed two focal seizures had occurred during her cluster of infantile spasms. Emergency seizure meds were administered, which calmed her brain down. The next day she was back to herself and was discharged from the hospital.

As I mentioned, our hope was that the shunt placement and subsequent fluid decompression in her brain would result in fewer seizures. Unfortunately, the seizures just continued to escalate in severity and frequency, until finally I wasn't sure if she ever fully recovered from one seizure before another started. On January 8th, we decided that we weren't comfortable managing this at home any longer and took her to the ER.

In the hospital bed with her angel doll.

Ultimately, she was in the hospital for a total of twelve days. The shunt was fully examined and was functioning properly. So...the question remained, what was causing the seizure increase? A full evaluation was run - CBC blood counts to check for infection, nasal swabs to check for signs of respiratory viruses, urine samples, chest x-ray, etc. No evidence of infection or viruses were found. In fact, other than the relentless seizures, she seemed to be perfectly healthy.

The doctor concluded that perhaps movement of some of the brain tissue was causing seizure activity, either that or she simply needed a tweak to her seizure medicines - or some combination of both.

The Epileptologist on hospital service happened to be Sadie's own doctor, who knows her quite well. She was able to quickly evaluate Sadie and recommend a course of action. She started her on a four-week course of high-dose steroids, Prednisone, to calm seizure activity. She also put her back on Dilantin - a medication that has seemed to work successfully for Sadie in the past. Additionally, we increased the dosage of a few of her daily seizure medicines, including a new medicine that she recently started, Banzel.

Over the twelve day hospital stay, she went from seizing almost non-stop, to having a few seizures an hour, to a seizure every few hours. While this may still seem like an awful place to be (and trust me, it is...) she's in a much better place now than when she entered the ER.

Smiling at Daddy.

Never short on challenges, Sadie decided to embark on a pee and poo strike while she was in the hospital. (Caution, if bodily functions gross you out, stop reading now...) Now, as many of you know, pooing daily has never been Sadie's specialty. Recently, it's taken a liquid suppository every three days to get the girl cleaned out (or have a poo-nami, as we call it). However, while hospitalized, she decided to escalate this to a whole new level. Two suppositories on day 3, two enemas on day 4...and still no poo. It finally took a third suppository on day 7 to get her to have a bowel movement (now escalated to a poo-splosion). How she kept all that inside her for seven days is beyond me.

Onto the pee situation. Sadie occasionally holds her urine. Sometimes, she'll go as long as 6 hours, then flood through everything she happens to be sitting on - chairs, beds, daddy's lap, etc. However, during this hospital stay, peeing was not something she was interested in. At one point, she held her pee for 16 hours before the nurses cathed her. The urology team then got involved in Sadie's care. They started her on a medicine called Cardura which helps with urinary retention. We were also instructed that we should cath her at home every four hours if she isn't going on her own (oh, joy). Sadie will go in for a urodynamics study in a few weeks to try to get to the bottom of the issue.

We've been so consumed with Sadie's surgeries and health issues, that everything else has taken a back-seat. We've been working with our local school system to try to determine an appropriate school for Sadie. At the age of 3 (which she will be on April 29th - yikes!), her in-home therapy services through Illinois' Early Intervention program end and she will receive therapy through the school system. We visited a local school in mid-December, which we really liked, but just didn't feel like it was the best fit for Sadie. We will visit a few more schools in February.

So, we hope that 2013 will begin to trend in a positive direction. Heaven knows we could use a break. And, more importantly, so could Sadie.

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And the Verdict Is...

Rather anticlimactic. We heard back from Cleveland Clinic a few weeks ago. The docs want to conduct more testing on Sadie to explore the possibility of a metabolic or mitochondrial disorder on top of her Aicardi diagnosis. I mentioned to the doctor that we've gone down this rabbit hole before and come up empty-handed. See previous blog post. So, we're in another waiting game as they review the testing that was done on Sadie a few months back.

Ultimately, Cleveland Clinic believes that they could remove part of her right hemisphere of her brain, the area with most malformation, and yield positive results. However, they want to explore the metabolic/mitochondrial stuff before proceeding. This means we have a little more time to make what will likely be the most important decision of our lives. Unfortunately, it also means that Sadie may need to go through another round of testing. In the meantime, we are becoming more and more impatient as we await doctors to review tests. Have I mentioned that patience is not a virtue I possess?

In the meantime, Sadie is rolling like crazy, and has even started to put some weight into her knees and get her bum up in the air...which is a precursor to crawling! These recent acheivements are likely due to her weekly therapy schedule, and some new therapy gear.

Every morning, Sadie "suits up" in her therapy gear - she wears a SPIO vest under her clothes. The SPIO vest is a compression garment that looks like a little scuba suit. The vest provides her with compression on her trunk so she can start learning to utilize her muscles to sit up on her own. She also wears fancy shorts called "hip helpers." The hip helpers look like biker shorts that are connected in the middle. They help kids with low muscle tone to help their hips develop properly. Finally, she just got AFOs (Ankle Foot Orthotics). They are leg braces that will help Sadie as she begins to bear weight on her feet. Sadie's are pink (of course.) She wears all of this therapy gear every day under her clothes. While it is a pain to put all of these pieces on each morning, we know that they will help Sadie as she grows and develops.

Sadie has also undergone quite a bit of testing this month. A few weeks ago, she had a Urodynamics Study. Her urologist ordered the study to investigate why she has had recurring UTIs (four this year!). We are still awaiting the results, but based on the lab techs comments, she does not reflux urine into her kidneys (this is a good thing), and she is emptying her bladder completely (also a good thing). However, she does tend to hold A LOT of urine. She was able to hold close to 6 ounces during the test.

Sadie also finally had her FEES study. We had to reschedule a few times while Sadie was in a rough patch with her seizures. Similar to a swallow study, the FEES study evaluates swallowing of food and liquid. Sadie performed remarkably well during the study. A small camera was inserted through her nose and down her throat, the camera then watches as she swallowed liquid and baby foods. Unfortunately, the FEES study found that she still aspirates thin liquids, but luckily, she is still able to handle her thickened formula and pureed foods quite well.

On a sad note, we learned this week that another Aicardi family lost their little angel at the age of 12. It always hits us hard to hear this. Additionally, an Aicardi family who we are close to are again in the PICU with their little one. Dad writes a lovely blog, which I have shared before. Sadie has coded once in her life - in February when we were in the trauma room of the ER - and I hope it never happens again. This father's recent post speaks of the crazy place in which we live where we hold our breath each time we step out of our child's hospital room.

We are again reminded to appreciate the little things in life - like Sadie's beautiful smile, the joy we get seeing her roll onto her tummy, and her feisty nature. It makes the waiting game with the doctors a little more bearable. And we are grateful for each day we have to share with her.

The Wrong Side of the Crib. Team Sadie.

Since Sadie's been home from the hospital she's been a little crabby. Adin likes to say that she woke up "on the wrong side of the crib."

She is still attached to three cords - one for her oxygen, another in her nose (NG tube) for feeding, and a third attached to her foot (her pulse oximeter which monitors her O2 levels) Most likely, she is mad about all the darn cords attached to her. Although she may also be pi*&?ed that she can't wear her cute outfits. Her current attire is old sleepers with one foot cut off. You see, she currently can't wear clothes that go over her head due to her oxygen tube, and she needs one foot free for her O2 sensor. Thus, our one-footed sleeper invention. Adin says we should market it and make millions ;)

Our days have become exponentially busier as Sadie is always cycling between feeding time, oxygen monitoring, breathing treatments, and medication administration. Nursing was never a career I considered, and I'll admit, it's a little stressful. Good thing I love my patient. We are hopeful that we can wean her off of the oxygen soon, and the NG tube will go away once she shows no aspiration in her swallow study.

Our hospital experiences with various medical professionals have made us extremely grateful for the team we have in place to oversee Sadie's care.

Dr. Lori Walsh, Pediatrician - I knew Dr. Walsh was a keeper from the moment I met her in our prenatal visit. She was truly interested in Adin's PKU (Phenylketonuria). She even called at 8 pm one evening to discuss what she learned about the genetics of PKU. Dr. Walsh has been the key player in coordinating all of Sadie's care. She truly understands Sadie and her condition and has been the ultimate partner throughout Sadie's journey.

Dr. Srishti Nangia, Epileptologist (a long word for "seizure doctor") - Both times Sadie was inpatient at Children's Memorial, Dr. Nangia visited us every single day - including weekends. We've been on the roller coaster with Dr. Nangia since the very beginning. She helps us through ups and downs, listens carefully, and knows Sadie quite well. She is a wonderfully compassionate, thoughtful, and caring doctor.

Dr. Hawke Yoon, Opthomologist - We met Dr. Yoon when Sadie was just three weeks old. Our journey to her diagnosis started with Sadie's eye exam under anesthesia. He quickly won our hearts when we asked about the procedure. Not finding a piece of paper handy, he pulled out his pen and started drawing a diagram right there on the bedsheet. The first few months of Sadie's life, we saw Dr. Yoon almost weekly. And he just has a cool name.)

Dr. Tadanori Tomita, Neurosurgeon - Dr. Tomita monitors Sadie's choroid plexus papilloma. Sadie receives an MRI every few months to check the growth of the tumor. If it gets too large, it can cause a condition called hydrocephalus, which would require a shunt and brain surgery. We know that we are in good hands with Dr. Tomita.

Roland Scott, Ocularist - Roland Scott fabricates Sadie's eye prosthetic (conformer). He fits Sadie's eye very carefully, and given how sensitive her eye is, we see him quite frequently. She gets larger conformers every few months as she grows, and he is always very careful and patient as he molds and fits each of them. Ocularists are hard to find - there are only about six of them in the Chicago area. Roland is actually the second that we've seen as we weren't entirely happy with the first. We joke that his lab resembles Dr. Frankenstein's - pots boiling over, him in a white lab coat, but overall, we've been very happy with his work.

Robyn Blackford, Ketogenic Dietician - Robyn oversees Sadie's ketogenic diet. Even though she was booked with patients, she helped us get Sadie into the hospital to start the diet on an emergent basis when her seizures were almost non-stop. She is a wonderfully knowledgeable and kind individual.

Michelle Johnson, Home Nurse - It was Michelle who ordered Sadie emergency oxygen for us to have in the home. A week later, Sadie ended up needing that oxygen to get her through until the ambulance arrived. Had we not had the oxygen, Sadie would likely be in much worse condition. Michelle was introduced to us through a great organization called Hope's Friends.

Team Sadie will be growing this week, as she has appointments with a few new specialists - a pulminologist (a doctor specializing in respiratory issues), and a urologist. We hope the pulminologist will be able to offer some insight into why these darn respiratory viruses have hit Sadie so hard. And, although she is now pee-ing more frequently (pause for knocking on wood), we initially made the urologist appointment after she was holding her urine for up to 12 hours between diapers.

I'll brag about her therapists (who are also wonderful) in a later post. Although we would change it in a heartbeat, we are grateful that we have gotten to know such wonderful medical professionals and feel confident in their care for our darling daughter.